still thinking...

...still have to memorize a speech for tom... pero ito... net na naman.he3. sakit na ng ulo ko. after this sugro tulog na ako.

i miss writing.... hay life... dami na talagang nangyari. hindi ko na nga lang siguro naisusulat kasi medyo nailalabas ko na rin sa ibang tao ang mga gusto kong sabihin.

ano na ba ang mga nangyari...

• may nasaksak sa loob ng classroom namin - 1st time, medyo na trauma ng konti - napa-isip na lang bigla na lumipat ng school[ss111, class ni mam peralta/ ayaw ng frat]
• nag teamhead/leader sa isang youth camp. 1st time rin. dami na naman realizations.[hindi ko alam!!!he3]
• nakapag-usap na rin ang execom[i think ok na,sana... - fingers crossed]
• UE planeta!!! - ang bagong tagline ng ue_yFc
• matatapos na naman ang isang season ng uaap, nakapanood ng final 4 - at yun admu-dlsu game, talo pero kumanta na naman ako ng alma mater song, medyo malungkot [we stand on a hill, between the earth and sky... win or lose its the school we choose. this is the place where we belong. mary for you, for your white and blue, we pray you'll keep us mary constantly true, we pray you'll keep us mary faithful to you...game2 bukas ng feu-dlsu, for sure feu na yan, sorry chicco]
• 1st time umiyak dahil sa pag-ibig [he3, didn't expect talaga. natakot lang siguro pero ok na ako, sana...]
• etc [madami pa talaga, di ko lang maalala]

uhm... ok. actually still thinking bout the plans i have when i die. while in geo class yesterday, sir albino told us that we should be ready when we die. then i remembered an instance where i made plans when i die. i just wrote it all last night before i slept. i actually made some sort of a poem about life and i posted it in this blog and also in friendster.[just see the post before]then yun. after thinking all these things about what i have experience with my life, a friend suddenly told me about this worthless piece of life [parang ganun]. i then thought about it. oo nga no. life is worthless kasi suko na ako sa Kaniya. nakakainis nga e na while i was having my moment about what i thought about what i have experienced about life, then yun, biglang naiba ng konti. labo nga eh. siguro nga i'm easily influenced by the people around me pero di ba i still need to know what others think kasi for sure they have somthing new to share. labo nitong post na to. halo-halo.he3. ok lang naman kasi mukhang na-express ko naman ang gustong ko isulat/ sabihin. mukhang mahibing akong makakatulog nito.gising na lang siguro ako ng mga 6 or 7 am.kung pwede nga 4am tulad kanina. tinapos ko kasi yung GK video ni ghem.

hope to write again soon... siguro after na lang ng exams... tulog na muna, bukas na lang mag-memorize...